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Tuesday, April 20, 2010

More Than Summer Classes

More than Summer Classes


One year had come and passed. A year is enough for two semesters in college.
One week is enough for seven days. A week is more than enough to miss someone.
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I came back to UP[LB] a week after collecting my class cards for the second semester to get my True Copy of Grades (TCG).
As I walked by the campus, I saw the usual faces I see during regular semesters but differs in their number. My face was supposed to be one of those but I was not able to get subjects that I have wanted. Though I have a Humanities 1, I canceled it because it was alone [parang love lang, di ba, may naiiwan at iniiwanan]. Well, I just wish them [students taking summer classes] good luck.
But there were some looks-on-faces that seem to be missing during the past year.
I was eating in the second floor of Chowking Vega when I saw groups of high-school-looking people whom I could identify myself with, a year ago.
They are freshmen. Moreover, they took the Advanced Placement Exam.
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It can never be the same when things has changed.

Sunday, April 11, 2010

A Love Lost That Has Reborn

A Love Lost That Has Reborn


Mahirap tanggapin na hindi ka mahal ng isang taong minahal mo nang minsan. Pero, sa tingin ko, higit na mahirap tanggapin kung kinalimutan ka ng taong minsan minahal ka at minahal mo nang lubusan.

Ganiyan ang nangyari kina Andy at Susan. Di man sinasadya ay nakalimutan ni Andy si Susan pati na rin ang kanilang pinagsamahan sa kanilang buhay-mag-asawa. Nagkaroon kasi ng Alzheimer’s disease si Andy.

Isang malaking pagsubok ito para kay Susan. Ginawa niya ang lahat ng kanyang makakaya para maalala siya ni Andy. May mga pagkakataong nakaaalala si Andy, may mga panahon namang hindi.

Gaya ng pakikipaglalaban nila sa kanilang pagmamahalan. Walang hanggan. Walang limutan…
[on Claudine, April 10,2010 episode]

Authorized Personnel Only

Authorized Personnel Only


Authorized Personnel Only

Madalas ko ito makita sa mga pinto na nanghaharang sa mga taong-labas upang makapasok sa loob. Kumbaga, important business transactions lang ang pwede mong maging dahilan para makapasok ka.

Authorized Personnel Only

Mahirap matanggap sa trabaho ko. Hindi ko nga alam kung ano ang mayroon sa amin ng mga katrabaho ko, kung ano ang nasa amin para matanggap sa trabahong ito. Kapareho lang naman ng ginagawa naming sa ibang kumpanya. Minsan nga, naiisip ng iba na lumisan na lang para makahanap ng mas malaking sweldo… ng mas magandang oportunidad. Pero ako, hindi ko iiwan ang kumpanyang ito… kahit apat na taon lang ang kontrata ko. Pwede raw mag-extend ng termino dito, subalit ayaw ko nang patagalin pa. Gusto ko nang matapos ang trabaho ko sa loob ng apat na taon. May isa pa namang paraan para hindi ako mawalay sa kumpanyang ito. Pumirma ulit ako ng isa [ang kontrata pagkatapos nitong sa ngayon.

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Madalas hinahabol-habol ng mga mag-aaral na nakatung-tong na sa huling taon ng mataas na paaralan ang Unibersidad. Di ko alam kung naniniwala rin sila katulad ko sa mahika ng pamantasang ito. Mahika na kung minsan hindi maramdaman, o hindi makamtan ng mga authorized personnel sa loob nito.

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Mayroon din ito sa Unibersidad ko, nga lamang, hindi sa mga pintuan makikita ang mga salitang ito. Kung makikita mo man, kahit imposible, sigurado akong hindi ito dahil importante ang gagawin mo sa loob. Ito ay dahil obligasyon mong pumasok sa loob.

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Karangalan ng isang tao sa Unibersidad ang mapayagan mamalagi at mag-aral dito. Kaya kapag nakapasok ka na, ‘wag nang maghanap ng iba. Kung hindi ka naman payagang makapasok, humanap ka ng iba. Patunayan mong karapat-dapat kang pumasok. Bumalik ka upang sabihing handa ka na sa hamon ng buhay sa loob. Kung nasa loob ka na, hangga’t maaari, pumirmi ka sa kung saan ka inilagay… mahirap ang magulo.

Alam mo na siguro ang gagawin mo? J

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

News Flash: Senator Dick Gordon is the Saviour of the Philippines (A Repost)

I once met a guy whose nickname is Dick. He insisted that his name is spelt “Dict” (with a “t” instead of a “k”), not that this made any difference in the way people hear him say his name. Most would still react in a funny way as they associate the name with something else. If you were the sort of person who judges another by his name though, then you would miss out on how wonderful a guy named Dick is.
Take Senator Richard “Dick” Gordon, for example. He is certainly not one of those who would insert a letter “H” in his name to change its spelling to “Dhick” just to make it sound softer. He is the sort of person who, after spotting you from across a crowded room, would enthusiastically meet you halfway and give you a real man-handshake. He’d say “Just call me Dick, Dick Gordon”. You might even mistake it for “Bond, James Bond”. One look at Dick Gordon and all the bad name association that evokes snickers will be gone in a second, for he is a jolly good man with a smile always pasted on his face.
Personally, I see Dick Gordon as the real life version of “The Cleaner”, the character played by Harvey Keitel in the film Pulp Fiction. If you’re not familiar with that excellent film, The Cleaner is the operative that people go to when they want a messy situation rectified. Like that character in the film, Dick Gordon routinely oversees thorough clean-ups with military precision of any disaster, whether it be natural (volcanic eruptions and mudslides) or man-made (such as the U.S. military withdrawal of 1992).
Dick Gordon started his political career at an early age. He was even a delegate to the drafting of the 1973 Constitution of the Philippines. You can tell that he applies his degree in both History and Law to how he does his job as a public official. His own father was a victim of political assassination in 1975 but unlike that otherpopular presidential candidate, Dick Gordon doesn’t use this piece of personal history to solicit the sympathy of voters. He simply does what he does to the best of his own abilities. He’s gone through a lot of upheavals with little resources to work with, a lot of detractors along the way, and just his enthusiasm and his fighting spirit to see him through them. Nowadays, as a Presidential contender, he is probably facing one of the toughest battles of his political career, one that pits him against the emotionally-appealing option and the moneyed option.
The Man and the City
Everybody loves going to Olongapo City. I don’t know anyone who has never been there. Even when I was still a kid, I already had fond memories of going there. Olongapo City has gone through a total transformation from being an R&R “sin city” during the period of the U.S. military presence there, into what is now hailed as a “model city”. Olongapo is a model city because it has a high rate of volunteerism among its residents, operates a proper waste, health and sanitation management regime, and was the pioneer for a colour-coded public transport system. There is a good community spirit in Olongapo City overall.
Next to Olongapo City is Subic Bay which once hosted the largest U.S. Naval Base in the Far East. The area is now called the Subic Bay Free Port Zone. Kids nowadays might not even know that it used to be a military base but when I was a kid, everyone I knew who had been there was always at awe of the wonders they saw within the U.S. Subic Naval Base. One of its notable features which I found funny was how every Filipino visitor was very aware of its very different set of traffic rules. Within the base, you really had to stop or give way when the sign indicated Stop or Give Way. Every Filipino driver who entered its gates became totally obedient of the road rules while inside. Most likely because the place was run by Americans, Filipinos found greater shame in getting caught not following the rules. Inside, the roads were well paved and the facilities were first class. It was also renowned for having one of the biggest un-touched forests that hosted protected wildlife. This is where the U.S. military did much of their training. We have to thank the Americans for what the Subic Bay Free Port is today, paving the way for how Filipinos use it now as an economic and tourist hub.
I still recall the aeroplane that stood as a monument near the entrance of the former U.S. Naval Bases. It had Dick Gordon’s name on it, a reminder that it was his unofficial playground, a playground that he loved, protected and kept well maintained for Olongapo residents and the entire Philippine population to enjoy. If there are two things that should be associated with the name Dick Gordon, it would be Olongapo City and the Subic Bay Freeport Zone. There is no way that the success of these two places could not be attributed to Dick Gordon. His name is synonymous with the acronym SBMA (Subic Bay Metropolitan Authority) for having been instrumental in its establishment and for administering it from 1992 until 1998.
After taking stock of all the stuff he’s gone through, you would say to yourself “man, Dick Gordon was right all along” on all the major issues that faced the Philippines back in the late 1980’s and early 1990’s. These issues are the same ones that are coming back to haunt him and the rest of the country today.
Dick Gordon campaigned for the “No” vote on the 1987 constitution which was framed by the late President Cory Aquino. It is the constitution that is now being criticised as currently imploding and vindictive. It is the constitution that is hampering the growth of the country because of its unfriendly foreign investment laws. It is the same constitution that prevents past presidents from running a second term, giving little opportunity for incumbents to finish what they started. Dick Gordon was right when he campaigned for the “No” vote on the 1987 constitution.
Dick Gordon led a nationwide rally in 1991 for the retention of the U.S. Bases in Subic Bay. He knew at that time that apart from being a major income generating client of Olongapo City, the Philippines was in no way ready to protect itself from militants and terrorists who were sleeping in its midst, not to mention threats to its security coming from outside. He was unsuccessful in his campaigned but has since been proven correct. Militants who were put off by the U.S. presence in the country, have since regrouped and are now free to wreak havoc and terrorise the rest of the population in the country and elsewhere. The Philippines is now the Number One choice training ground of Al-Quaeda operatives in the region. It was the late former President Cory Aquino who hammered the final nail into the coffin the U.S. military presence in the Philippines. It must not have been easy for Dick Gordon to be working against the tide back then (and even now). I can only begin to imagine working so hard for your beliefs only to get disapproval from a popular but incompetent president.
Dick Gordon is not the type of person who easily gives up. After facing one of the most destructive natural calamities in the region with the eruption of Mount Pinatubo 1991 and prevailing over the threat of looting of the abandoned U.S. naval base in 1992, he successfully lobbied for the conversion of the military infrastructure for civilian and commercial use and the establishment of the Subic Bay Metropolitan Authority. During these trying times Dick Gordon managed to rally and mobilize the citizens of Olongapo to help clean-up the ashes that engulfed the neighbouring towns and protect the massive infrastructure left by the Americans. There was a very high community civic spirit as a result of his campaign and a passionate demonstration of volunteerism coming from his constituents. These are achievements that very few politicians can boast. Dick Gordon made it look so easy but not everybody can be as enthusiastic and as fervent in his conviction as he.
The name Dick Gordon can also be associated with the words reliable and consistent. Consistent because once he puts his mind into something he really sticks to it. He has been reliable with his roles in the Philippine National Red Cross, in pushing his advocacies, and in helping in various natural disasters throughout the years. He was consistent in actively marketing the Philippines in several tourism expositions and has also been credited with putting the Philippines in the international tourism map. His singular focus on converting the former U.S. Naval Base into an investment hub, created jobs and convinced bluechip companies to come to the party in the Philippines. His most recent noteworthy achievement the passage of Republic Act No. 9369 or the Automated Elections System that he hopes will prevent cheating and post election controversies.
It would be a real crying shame if Dick Gordon does not get elected to the presidency this coming May elections. Dick Gordon can rally the whole country behind him just like he did the whole citizenry of Olongapo City when he was still Mayor and Chairman of SBMA consecutively. Dick Gordon can undertake an effective clean-up of the mess the country is in now.
On the 10th of May, do not forget that the name Dick stands for something more than whatever it is that makes people react to it in a funny way. Dick Gordon stands for someone who is fit to be the next president of the Republic of the Philippines.

a repost from http://antipinoy.com/news-flash-senator-dick-gordon-is-the-saviour-of-the-philippines/ by http://antipinoy.com/author/ilda/


Monday, April 5, 2010

Missing: UP[LB]

Missing: UP[LB]


Summer. Wala ako sa UP[LB]. Kaya naman heto ako ngayon, nangungulila sa mapagkandiling pagmamahal ng Pamantasan kong mahal.

Isipin ninyo. Hanggang sa panaginip ay sinusundan ako ng mga klase ko nitong nagdaang semestre.

March 30. Pupunta ako sa UP[LB] para alamin ko ang grade ko sa English 2. Bago ako gumising napanaginipan ko ang klase ko, sina Ma’am at mga classmates ko. Kakaiba nga lang kasi nakaupo ako sa may bandang gitna. Nasa unahan kasi ako sa klase namin eh.

April 5. Wala naman akong gagawin na tungkol sa UP[LB]. Ewan ko kung bakit ako nanaginip tungkol sa Social Science 3. Pinag-finals daw kaming lahat, tapos ang exam room ay sa Science Lab nung high school ko. Na-late daw ako kasi nakalimutan ko kung anong oras yung exam. Napaka-ironic nung mga tanong sa exam kasi may mga tanong na hindi naman connected sa subject.

Siguro nami-miss ko lang ang UP[LB]…

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Wielson: isang UP[LB] estupidyante. :)

Summer Boredom

Summer Boredom


Ilang araw na rin naman ang lumipas mula nung nag-check out ako dun sa dorm. Ewan ko ba kung bakit kailangan pang gawin yun ng paulit-ulit samantalang babalik naman ako sa June. Bakasyon naman na kasi after a year of so much, you know, hell weeks, kaya ok lang na sa panandalianbg panahon ay mawalay ako sa UP[LB] kong mahal. :)

Ngayong bakasyon, as always, tinatamad na naman ako. Wala naman kasing magawa dito sa bahay bukod sa routinely household chores na hindi ko na mabilang kung ilang beses ko nang nagagawa o kung nagawa ko nga ba talaga ang mga ‘yon minsan sa buhay ko.

Sa kabilang banda, may mga mapaglilibangan naman dito sa bahay. Nariyan na ang mga board games tulad ng: sungka [isang larong Pinoy], chess [sino ba naman ang hindi pa nakakarinig ng larong ito. Bagong silang siguro.], equalizer [parang scrabble pero arithmetic ang main concept. Digits at mathematical operators yung nilalaman nung tiles. Hindi ba obvious na elementary pa lang ako ay baliw na sa math? :P], game of the generals [laro ito na proudly Pinoy ang nag-imbento, parang chess pero ang piyesa ay mga posisyon sa military (general, lieutenant, captain, etc.) pero di gaya ng chess, hindi nakikita ng kalaban yung mga piyesa nung isa. May kalayaaan din yung mga manlalaro na maisaayos yung mga piyesa nila sa ano mang paraan.], domino, at playing cards. Ang problema, wala akong makakalaro.

Nandito rin si Mama. Pero, Diyos ko, sawang-sawa na akong makipag-usap sa kanya. Puro tungkol lang naman sa school, sa mga kaibigan ko at kung anu-ano pang mga kwento na maaaring lumipad sa hangin o dili kaya’y makasira ng CD dahil sa sobrang kagasgasan ng mga pinag-uusapan namin. :)

Mabuti pa ‘pag nasa UP[LB] ako. Napakaraming pwedeng gawin. Napakaraming pwedeng mapag-usapan na LOHIKAL at NAPAPANAHON. Ewan ko ba kung bakit sadyang hindi pare-pareho ang mga bagay-bagay sa mundo, kaya naman tuloy, magulo tayo ngayon.

Oh my… buti na lang bakasyon lang ito. Summer BREAK. Ibig sabihin, matatapos rin. Ayaw ko naman kasi na sa ganito kaagang panahon ay mamahinga na ako ng habambuhay.

Haay, kay sarap ng hanging sariwang inihaw… Aba naman, ang INIT! Waah!

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Wielson: isang UP estupidyante. Babay [sabay kaway].